oh man. its been so long since i've blogged that i've forgotten my password. I've been busy with life,ya'll. i grew up in a matter of few months and it has genuinely spooked the shit out of me. I'm finally focused on all of the right things. It took me adding and subtracting people and events, but i'm finally where I want to be.

what the hell do I even talk about on here?

my life is like a combination of shimmer and smoke. bright and over the top one day and the next day its mellow, gloomy, and calm. I live for these ups and down. They keep me humble and focused.